chloe moretz by david armstrong
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The bad news is, not everyone you meet will like you. The good news is, it really doesn’t matter.
I just have to get this out real quick:
I have trust issues, daddy issues, anger problems, and trouble accepting rejection. I’m stubborn as fuck. I don’t know how NOT to hold a grudge and always have to have the last word even when I know I’m wrong. I’m kind of mean sometimes, especially when I drink, but mostly it’s just my defense mechanism so people can’t see how much I actually care. My last relationship fucked me up. I was raped about a year ago (not by the person I was in a relationship with). I now have a drinking problem (see: anger issues) and have recently had to restart my sobriety counter. I’m insecure about all these things and that affects my relationships. Actually it affects me from even being in relationships because I usually mess things up after a couple weeks. There’s only one person in my life right now who knows all of these things, and sometimes I can’t even stand talking to her because she reminds me of myself or how bad I could get. I’m pretty fucked up. I don’t want to be this person, but despite all this crap, I really don’t think I’m that bad of a person. I’m very caring and yeah, emotional, but empathetic. I’m fucking working on it. I just wish someone could understand that.
